retardedness

2008-05-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

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2008-05-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

i was rubbing my eyes then i felt pain. i cut my lower eye lid. is that even possible. fish.

2008-05-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

slacking(: going to malaysia next week. funky. not really looking forward to it. just looking forward to the bus ride and the hotels. ohoh and the food! but sabina will miss joy and shermin!:O sad that you all cant come. WE'LL MISS YOU:( shit. i [s]dont[/s] wanna go for coporals camp:( but i have to.ohwell. maybe i'll fall sick. maybe. HAHAHA. i want to rock the bridge at malaysia. WAIT. nono. maybe not. i dont want to die. tomorrow i have traffic. at old holland. hmm something different from the island thing(: i cant believe that the bus ride to malacca is only 4hours 30 mintues:O so short:( hahah. at least i have SZE LI! hahah. yaynessB) hope the rooms are nice. HOPE. heh heh.
today.
today was damn tiring i was tired already in the morning and i had training. ahhh. my short hair went BOOM during training. well not BOOM but it fell out:( and the stupid vices. i cant stand them. bloop/

WHOOSH. i'm tired
but happy(:
byebye guys.
p.s. i love you tings(:

2008-05-08T05:54:00.000-07:00

i'll be alright

2008-05-04T01:37:00.000-07:00

here you come pmsing again. shit. i really hate you when you do that.

2008-05-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

OMG MIDS ARE FREAKING OVER

i was freaking out for life science when i saw the first question. i was like uhhh. i hope i got it right. section a was damn hard but the rest were okay. after that gayed with liaun robyn hannah and rachael and someone else. cant remember who. LOL. sorry whoever you are:P then went up for chem paper. damn easy luh. phewf. then i went meet some teacher and bused to taka with tings, muki and char. ate pepper luch and the octopus balls. DAMN GOOD then i went to cine and got bubble tea. bleh and then wen to heren and window shopped. no money xP MOOKS. i am so going back there! bringing muki along, maybe can get discount heh. walked all the way to wheellock with liauns red tea thingy:P you owe me one kays.lol. and went to meet aunn. cabbed back. the taxi uncle's so nice manns. reached school at 4 plus and i think we looked weird cos there were like people in the concourse waiting to be fetched home and we came out of a taxi with our bags lol. then went to class and got stuff and headed for the squash courts. played for half an hour then omg! i left our stuff at the steps and i swear i put the squash ball on the steps then when we came back, the ball was missing and i found it in li auns bag. FREAKY. then played somemore. the ball went out of court then li aun went and get it then she screamed and i screamed. it was damn retarded. screaming for no reason. hahaha. then robyn came. freaked us out my gosh. when it was dark, (cos we were in the inside courts) the outside court's lights were on. and no one was there o.0 i swear like it was only me liaun and robyn. oh wells. played and everything was fine till... ''whats for dinner?'' LOL/okay. we forgot the macs number so i smsed people. bernice ahh. macs is 63337333 sigh bern. type wrongly eh? i'm sure: P then we ordered and sat in the deserted canteen and so echo-y i tell you. then my mom offered to go drive in cos the order was going to take one and a half hours. then when the food comes it'll be nine o.o yeah. so got the food. then we called the macs people and cancelled. robyn: ''so can cancel ah'' the lady: ''yeah why not'' robyn:''okay, so we'll cancel okay? thanks bye!'' the then lady was about to say something then robyn hung up. you;re damn smart robyn:P omg sorry the guy who delivered the food! SORRY! cos like i think they didnt get the message of cancelling cos robyn hung up. SORRY. omg i feel damn bad luh. okay then robyn and liaun started singing random and gay songs. omg robyn showed me this damn retarded music video. I PUT A PAPAYA IN HERE. HAHAHA. okay then i went home at 8.45 plus. yeah.

HANNAH AND YOUR BOX. you're high 24/7....awesomeee.

hahah coolioxD

liaun

robyn?

this is gay.

i love the canteen at night

ilu robyn!:P

bye people.

2008-05-01T04:26:00.000-07:00

hahah. me and kim were like talking about me going to melbourne during uni years and driving at 17.

{ ♥Misplaced Trust And Old Friends ; says:
hahahhaa
i can imagine us in uni
driving like MAD
sabby 'muggin hard hanginthere says:
HAHHAHAHA
OMG
OMG
{ ♥Misplaced Trust And Old Friends ; says:
'SABINA, SABINA, YOU'RE DRIVING AT 120 MILES AN HOUR!'
sabby 'muggin hard hanginthere says:
then people on the road will be like F YOU
hahahha!
{ ♥Misplaced Trust And Old Friends ; says:
'SLOW DOWN, YOU MORON!'
YEAH LOL
sabby 'muggin hard hanginthere says:
HAHAHHAHA

2008-04-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

i shall stop talking to you cos everytime a conversation starts between us, it ends up with a quarrel and exams are near. dont want to stress out big time.

WHOOSH.

2008-04-27T03:29:00.000-07:00

:O thanks jeanne for sending this email to me.

A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. 'I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last.

Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.

The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.'

Brian's Essay: The Room...
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.

This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.

A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.

Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.

I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.

Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.

And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.

And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.

No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.

He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.

He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.

'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?

2008-03-28T19:32:00.000-07:00

omg. how can it be over? its seriously too fast. i'll miss you all from mindchamps! as in seriously EVERYONE. its like when the course ended, this uneplainable sadness just rushed through me. the first time i went to mindchamps i have to admit that i wasnt too keen about it. but empower you ROCKED. the mindchamps classes on saturday was a blast. although it took up my whole day but it was super fun and a once in a lifetime experience. i cant believe i will never experience such a fantastic expereince ever again. how i wish i could turn the clock back to the first lesson. and experience the wonderful experience all over again. we have to meet up soon again kay? mindchamps have really changed my life and i want to thank the trainers and co-trainers so much(: i wonder how my life will be like without mindchamps. i'll miss the toilet, subway, INSPIRATION, TEAMWORK, PROSPERITY, and the drink cooler! oh and especially the biscuits xD shitt. how can it be over. why must good things always come to an end. i'll never forget the fun stuff that we did there like the presents, king and servant and the other cool games. MINDCHAMPS ROCKS MY LIFE.

2008-02-04T05:16:00.000-08:00

yay photos!

AHAHHA bern(:

hahaha ASSSSSIIIII!

bbq!

2008-02-04T05:10:00.001-08:00

weirdd cheryl sng.lol

okayokay, somehow the fire is purple:/

HAHAHA.

2008-02-04T05:03:00.000-08:00

hAHAHHA retarded liaun and shi ying:D

2008-01-09T05:44:00.000-08:00

hey! ahha school started D:

well i tried for the cross country but died after the training hahah.

now i am trying for squashyyy!

i'm gonna train real hard (: i hope. i must. hahah

thanks glenda!:D your present is awfully cute:B

hahha flower pot(:

2007-12-01T23:17:00.000-08:00

yay! youth camp was damn fun xD happy belated birthday liling, joel and sarah wong(:
i was in JOSEPH!(x

29th nov
we traveled from barker all the way to changi :o that took like half an hour. i was so bored in the bus and i was stoning and half awake. hahah. nothing much on the first day, just ice breakers theme talk 1 and group time, yuppers(:

30th nov
yay! my birthday! FINALLY THRITEEN! teenhood, here i come:D
thanks for the brown mushroom from abbie and jeremy!(:
we had workshop 1 and 2 , group times, GAMES, theme talk 2 yup.
omg games was so fun. there were 6 stations i think. in the 6 stations: dog and bone with raw chicken and squids, scissors paper stone in ice water in a tub, scrubbing soap:o, captains ball with tomato and watermelon(watermelon for a ball= scary), spider web(link the arms then try to untangle yourself)with soapy hands, duck duck goose with whipped cream xD. and yes. we were all really dirty(:
at supper, jeanne forced me to stay back. hahah then i realised that my brother had bought a cake for me and brought it to changi so my brother and his friends sang happy birthday(: yay!xD

1st dec
we had theme talk 3, group times,workshop 3, GAMES, CAMPFIRE, WORSHIP. yupp
games! omg! fun-ner! hahah. we took waterbombs and 'choong' to the other team's bases to steal their flags! hahha then if you got hit then you'll have to go to POWC( prisoner of war camp)-it is basically a place where if you get hit you'll have to go there and the adult advisors can do anything they want to do to you. ahahha. i went there 5 times-__- on the first time i had to grab the pole with some other guy i think called lionel and run around the pole ten times or was it five, shouting 'Jesus! Jesus!' then on the second time i had to do 30 star jumps shouting 'Jesus! Jesus!' again, then on the third time i had to do star jumps but ian seah came over and made me roll on the sand while he sprayed water on me:/ thats what happened to me on the fourth and fifth time but joel was the one spraying water if i'm not wrong. we all got so sandy and dirty! haha well thats the fun of it(: campfire-hahah! we had to put up an item(: then we played games like we had to send up a quick witted and who can think on his/her feet from our teams(cos 2 teams joined together) then they were paired up and they had to diss each other. haha. it was dman funny. then the other game was we had to form a huge circle and alternate guy girl guy girl then we sang the song 'as we walk to the left as we walk to the right as we walk as we walk as we walk all night with a heel and a toe and a half turn around with a heel and a toe and a new friend found'. and we had to sort of dance o it but after a round we had to change partners:/ but campfire was gooood! next was worship. worship was so good that night i think it lasted from 10pm to 12 am then lights out was at 2am! but i only slept at about 3.20am and woke up at about 5.20am so thats around 2hours of sleep. we practically missed sunrise worship at 6am: (hmm: (

2nd dec
time to go homee: (we haad area cleaning/packing up, Communion, camp photo, lunch, debrief and now i'm here at home:/ well on the bus, abbie,jack and joanne killed half an hour by telling jokes. haha

well, it was a really really good and fun camp x]

MONCHICHI MONCHI MONCHICHI MONCHI XD

2007-11-28T05:07:00.000-08:00

happy birthday julienne! x]
thirteen already(: i'm going to be 13 in two days:D muahahha

2007-11-25T23:05:00.000-08:00

yo! i didnt go for cell and church cos my mom signed me up for a programme called mindchamps.heh. BUT i had a great time so check it out! haha. real fun. i promise you.
thanks esther! hahha saw your post!
man!i am so bored during the holidays. but i am sure looking forward to church camp this thursday to sunday!
i am really lazy and tired so i'll stop here

jeanne and abbie:D

2007-11-13T00:56:00.000-08:00

Today I finished my prefects camp. YAY!
I am in love with Jeanne. A lotttttt. Like seriously. A LOT. AND IF I BACKSPACE THIS IT'S JUST TO CONFIRM THAT IT'S TRUE :D
JEANNE! STOP! seriously-__-
okay
haha prefects camp was FUN FUN FUN:D
MARLIN<3 + DORY= DARLIN:D OR MORY.... okay. mory sounds weird
abigail had a really good night's rest and now she loves to eat JACOB'S CRACKERS CREAM ONION. someone get her moreeeee! hahahahahhahahahahahahaha. whoopee!
we know that abbie had a good night's rest cause she was snoring like a pig. yup, she snores. i was sleeping across the hall and i knew it was her! oh abbie. I LOVE HER TOO! man i'm in loveeee :D deeply :D
HAHAHAHHAAHAH
TINGHUI LOVES CHICKEN NUT BREAD
HAHAHHAHA
really. i laughed till i cried:D
thanks for the joke carmen yeo:P
WHOOPEE!

2007-11-09T03:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE LESLEY!

HAHHA KIM
&Kimberly; ♥ Love is the answer, at least for most of the questions in my heart. says:
HIIII
its like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert says:
haha
hi
brb
posting
&Kimberly; ♥ Love is the answer, at least for most of the questions in my heart. says:
omgosh
LOL.
RARE MOMENT.
its like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert says:
LOL

yo!
hhahah
the sec ones and twos went to sentosa today! :D
i think it should be my first time this year to sentosa, is it.
my mom brought me to the somerset mrt station and took the mrt with me all the way to habourfront cos i didnt know how to get there. heh. yeaaaah.
i arrived there at 8.35:P we were supposed to meet at 9-__- so i walked in vivo for a while to kill time. then i went back and sat down with liling,dom and charmaine to wait then when all of us came, we went to macs for breakfast.yupp. RONALD MCDONALDxD woots!
okay. uh then we took a bus to sentosaaaaa(:
LUGE AHHHHH. oh my pong. so funxD
then we went to siloso beach and played ultimate frisbee!
jeanne and abbie came(:
then we went on the luge againxD YEAHHH. hahaha
then uh if i'm not wrong we went for lunch hahha.
some of us jumped on the tram and got a ride. haha we could see the others walking later.
we walked all the way to the food court(: CHICKEN RICE!xD yum yum(:
haha then we went to the beach near us and had worship beside the open sea. then we did reflections. i did reflections with jeanne and me and jeanne sat on the rocks facing the open sea and the sun was shining directly at us:/ for 40MINUTES. we lost track of time relfecting on the passage given to us. but it was good(: but i got a tan:( wait. maybe i am sunburnt which is worse. i am red now:(bleah
me and jeanne went and buy slurpee.hahah jeanne:P red light:Dyou and your melted drink(:
we played frisbee againxD ahah.
haha oh well. then me and jeanne and abbie went to seven eleven again to enjoy the aircon and buy more drinks(:
YEAHH.then we met back at the rock place and went to the beach to play more frisbee.heh.then we paused the game and went to the sea and tried catching little fishes but it didnt work:( hahah
me and jeanne went to buy cold water :B so niceeee.
we washed up and got a lift from ian seah back home(haha thanks!) saw this rainbow outside my house. so pretty(:

2007-11-01T22:37:00.000-07:00

woots. finally updating hahaha.
school has ended like wait. i forgot what's the day today. uh uh
oh yeah. school had ended like a week ago.
went to bowl yesterday with ariel! hahahha. my dad owned us.we had below a 100 and he had 149 -___-
BAHH
later i'm going to onei's potluck bbq!
oh man. i'm gonna miss onei. all the good nd bad times we went through as a class. next year i'll be in 2D.
i'm gonna be a boring person next year. NO TINGHUI: ( which means NO JOKES. : (( ohwells. this is what God's plans are. i cant change it. i should be thankful that i am in mgs. yupyup.
bye people.
:)

2007-11-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

I changed my blogskin!
yay! :)
I had to delete the youtube vids cause they loooked really weird on the blogskin. :)

byebye.

2007-07-15T04:01:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! sorry havent been posting for quite sometime. anws well life is good. moved house and its quite scary at night tho but i guess i am quite used to it now cause it has been three days. yupp. well if i go on like this i am going to get fat, burger king macs pizza hut nonstop cause there is nothing at home. hahahh.
ahhhh! swim pe on tues! hahha itll be so weird.lol. anws i gtg now bb

2007-06-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

hey pp. i guess gb dinner was fun.hahaha twisting balloons and eating while talking to friends. hahaha. you get to see everybody in their prettey dresses. i guess i dressed too casually though. hahaha:P then i didnt dare to get out of the car cause i didnt really know where it was but in the end i realised that it was quite obvious cause they had a signboard there then registration counters in full sight. but in whole the dinner was fun. but the time whizzed past so fast then i decided to sleep if not i wont have the energy for church, hahahaha then gracy poo stayed over at my place and we talked until one am haha. yeahh. okay i think i might go on hiatus for quite a while but i'll leave my tagboard on i guess i dont feel like blogging anymore. so many troubles compressed within me. and yeahh. ahwells youth festival official opening this friday! hahaha. or should i go for cell. hmm.

2007-06-19T05:51:00.001-07:00

er hey everyone! so many things has been going on in my life. hahaha. anws the day before i went to see fantastic four with my friends hahaha. it was nice but too short:P hahaha. yeahh. NICOLE! hahahah your chick that you got got so much hair loss!:0. wahhahhahahs. sigh. they said that perfects camp was good. i cant believe i missed it. but what could i do. i was so sick. FINALLY! i finally got all my work done!:D yay! i am free. oh shucks. UGHHHH! i havent fonished reading the book for the chinese test!!!poof. i'm dead. i have to finish 40pages of chinese stories and if you know me well, you know i am not good in chinese:P oh wells see what i can finish then. hahahha. i feel like going on hitaus(or however you spell it). sigh, but i shant. ugh. anws this week's gonna be boring:P sigh. somebody rescue me!!! hahahaha.jkjk. bye.

2007-06-09T02:36:00.000-07:00

hey.ugh i feel super tired and horrible cause i have a seriously bad cough. UGH. sigh. well, i just came back from vietnam and hmm the plane ride was okay i guess then when i reached home i figured i cant go for sec1 camp cause i feel very sick>.< so after church tomorrow i am gonna go to the doctor. ahahaha. ahhhh. i have to get well before the camp on wednesday!!if not. uhh. dont know. hmm. well, at least i am well from the conjunctivitis(sp?). ugh. there's something bothering me (besides the cough)(As in not a virus but some other thing) and i shall not tell what it is. anws. hahaha. i brought 2 luggages to vietnam and when we came back it was super heavy cause we bought so many things.ahahaha! 25 shirts. hmm.yea crazy right? ugh. i better go rest now.bye

2007-06-07T01:42:00.001-07:00

hey. hmm right now i am in vietnam and vietnam rocks!XD such a nice place(: BUT it's scary to cross the road- which i have to do a million times(:
so scary. i went to the doctors' and i got so conjunctivitis(SPELLING?) it makes me have two sore eyes.hahaha. yeahh and if my vision blurs then i maight have cornea ulcers . but PHEWF i didn't have any vision blurringXP hahaha.
anws.church camp was fun. hahaha. but it was so sad that they didn't have youth programme. i was looking forward to that tho.hahaha.
ugh shuck i gotta go cause the business centre charges me for using the internet. hahaha. yeahh. bye.

2007-06-03T21:25:00.001-07:00

this is such a good song!:D
shucks. it's stuck in my brain:P

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I knowI may end up failing too
But I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

2007-06-02T05:06:00.000-07:00

ugh. i am super tired. haha slept at 3 last night cause i stayed up watching charlie and the chocolate factoryXD haha.ughhhh i have a spliting headache now>.<>.< *yawn* i really got to sleep now. ouch!! stupid headache:'( haha. i am going off next wednesday again:) ouch. UGHHHH headache!! PANADOL!! i am coming for you!

2007-05-27T02:56:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAS
today in sunday school class i was writing my name and i spelt it as sabEna>.<
haha. i am so retarded lol ugh what's wrong with my com-.- i close an application and it hangs. bleh.
YAY i got a new guitar(: finally. it's a handax from ovation:DD yay. haha. i love my new guitar!!! hmm. i am not gonna be posting anytime soon tho. umm.yup, okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-05-24T02:16:00.000-07:00

hey all! haha.OMG. you know last night i had this super painful cramp in the middle of the night! UGHH.i have no i idea how i feel asleep again. i just felt the pain grabbed my leg and went back to sleep?0.0 anws labrador park was fun i guess haha.yeah.h.I CANT WAIT FOR CHURCH CAMP!!XD wahahahhahs.yay. bina:abbie- i hope there isn't an adjoining room from ours to parents! haha. no privacy right?(:haha.yeah. today was super duper HOT.but at least we went into the air-conditioned casemate in lab. park. omg and you know they off the lights to make it scary and all but in the end it wasn't.haha. i was clinging on the angela for the first one and nicole TOH (haha. not tan) for the second tunnel. LOL arghs . i don't know what to post so bye.

2007-05-23T02:03:00.001-07:00

hey everyone. i may not be blogging for quite a while. June hols you see.
haha the school is super quiet i guess.lol cause there are only the sec ones and fours besides the primary schoolers.lol.sigh. i miss the sec 2s and 3s:'(yeahh
sigh.arh shucks i got the flu and fever again>.<
and my guitar strings snapped!:'( and i have to go buy the strings.hmm. lets see.when am i free.
mmmm. off to labourdor(sp?) park tomorrow.and i hopeit doesn't rain tho.haha if not were dead meat. cause yesterday nerine and rachel looi and others came back with their shoes SOAKED(poor them). haha. during the civic district tour i my shoes also become super duper wet. it feels so uugghhh*shivers*. yay! i can't wait to go church camp(: yay. OUCHHH. argh!>.< my ulcar's still painful. *Cries*. i miss the six point five people who didn't make it to mg last year
!:( well. most of them.lol. i realised that this post is really really sad. cause there are lots of :(s and no (:s. yeahh. okay that wasjust random.lol. anws today we had flag day(:haha yupps. after that we only had like 5 minutes to eat and i didn'tbring my wallet-.- haha. thanks Glenda for the $1! oops. ahaha i'll pay you back tomorrow(:. and so... yeah.haha. i hope tomorrow will be fun tho. haha.lol.so tired.so sleepy snd i just drank a bottle of cappuccino-.- argh.

2007-05-19T02:43:00.000-07:00

heys
haha.today was fun(:
we had to usher at the event called young leaders day(:(yay)
haha
then me and lotte was stnding at the main door cause everyone was going for lunch and we have to usher then out and suddenly a guy walk past and he said
guy:bye!
me:bye?
then he came up closer to me and read my nametag
guy:bye sabina!
me:(thinking) what? okay...(said) bye!
and
i was standing behind the bundled curtains at the same place and when i took a step out and i gave one girl who was walking past me a fright.haha so mean of me(:
that was the funniest thing that happened today apart from what sau and lotte was doing in the gallery(WAHAHHAS!:DDD)
haha(: the event was fun
haha.yeah
anws i have no idea why this week is so tiring.
and worse still i don't know whether it is emotionally spiritually or physically tired.lol
sigh.ohwells
i can't wait for the june hols to start
and the venue for the chapel changed!OMG!
everything was like perfect until we had to change.lol
i am gonna have a tough time with the amplifier.lol
i want to go with nic sau and yan to kap but my feet are telling me nononono! cause i am super duper tired now.lol i can just sleep in front of the computer now.jkjk(:
during chem labperiod my teacher asked for number 18 and i raised my hand
and then she asked me something like what are we supposed to do for the experiment to day? then i stoned and my friends beside me said 'read the aim!read the aim!' then i just said out LOUD 'read the aim'OMG! haha i am so retarded(:
haha. okay bye.

2007-05-16T03:31:00.000-07:00

hey.. it has been such a long time since i last posted.<

because blogger had something wrong .so yeahh
omg! i took like 29.53miutes to do the test and i ended up with 7 seconds left so i decided to put a random number>.<>

history and chinese test>.<

hmm.

should i change to xanga?

gimme comments! thankies(:

haha

i loveeee Godiva chocolate

it is like the heavenliest(sp?) chocolate in the whole world lol.

circle circle dot dot

wahhahs today grace was singing that in life science while we were doing the micro pipette(sp?)

and the er song smack that(: ahahahs.

AHHH! so cute:DDDD

ahahhs

i miss blogging after like how long man!

2007-05-09T02:06:00.000-07:00

heys
haha
today we went to the lab for chem and PHEWF! i did not get a atrike back
lol
we were supposed to heat a testtube? yeahh
-.-
sigh... another boring day tomorrow
oh ya! i hate my marks for mid years
phy i got 39.5-.- sigh .. i was hoping for a better mark
bio i got 42.5 yay! i just realised my marks always have a .5-.-
AHHHHH! ruth! sigh a sad we can't watch spiderman 3 today
haha.. did you all watch the link in my previous post?
hahahahahahaha
so funny right
haha..
wait.. actually it's freaky
lol

2007-05-07T02:53:00.000-07:00

CRAVINGS!
argh.someone stop me..
sigh... i got super bad for my chinese test luh>:(
40.5/70 -.-darns
YAY! swim pe's in july.. lol sigh...i thot it was this month and when i heard that it's in july i was like phewf!
haha
argh i have no idea why this is a line spacing but ohwells i am too lazy to change it lol
everybody! watch this muahahahahahahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcAXZvQybOc
WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHS:)
beware..letmewarnyoufirst>:)
yay! playing guitar for cell worship this friday lol
i am playing together with abbie and debbie :)
i can't wait but i am quite scared that i'll make a mistake and uh oh lol
birds seriously need to be toilet trained lol
that was super random but it just popped into my mind lol

2007-05-05T03:54:00.000-07:00

2007-05-04T02:26:00.000-07:00

wahahas chem today was so 'fun'
we had to light our Bunsen burners LOL
i am so retarded man! i lighted the Bunsen burner and then it was the totally blue flame then it suddenly went multicolouered and went green-.-
and my teacher said that it was a strikeback and it was the WORST thing that could happen
AHHHHH! darn. it was SO FREAKY. it went GREEN !!!! but the colour was quite cool though!>.<
XD hahas but yeah i think it could have exploded:P
XPohwells haha
then during recess nerine was standing on the opposite side of the door and then joyce lim came and pushed the door and yes... OUCH(poor nerine:( )... then nerine was trying to sharpen her nose LOL haha ..
sigh

2007-05-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

heys!
it has been quite a long time since i've last post.lol
sigh
wahahas!
ALL THE SEC ONE GEEBEE PEOPLE--GO POST!!!:D kay?
heehee
okay that was really random
sigh. firstly i don't know whut to post about
secondly i don't know0.0
OMG SAU YEE!!!! the email was SO FREAKY>.<
i practically jumped off the chair(together with nic) and onto the bed and knocked my head on nic's chin and yes... OUCH:P
haha! then i went to ariel's house and played THE NITENDO WII!!! omg.. so fun hahaha! but i looked SUPER RETARDED MAN!>.< WAHAHAHS but i don't care all i care about is that we had fun:)

2007-04-27T22:16:00.000-07:00

the day before we went to ICE SKATE at fuji ice palace lol
so funnyXP
i ended up dragging like almost everyone round and round the rink lol
then i became SUPER tired lol
wahahahs ruth .. your one is is wad 10 rounds?0.0
lol
AHH! why is everyone tagging my old blog0.0 tag this one!!!>.<>.< *sighs*
grace just went off cause ahe stayed over and then her CIP was cancelled (sad for her) so she just left for maple for a math projectlol
ARHHHHH! swim P.E. eeeeeeee
sigh i gotta start losing weight WAHAHAS jkjk ...
MID YEARS ARE OVER... yars i know i am a bit slow.. mids were over 3 days agoXP

should i or should i not...
oh.. don't ask me why i said that lol-.-

2007-04-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

hello people
sigh today i have got the sore throat *sigh*
two more days to mid years so sad:(
TODAY'S SO BORING
everybody's so darn dao luh-.-
today's emo day0.0 yeahh
nvm... here's a song!

HERE I AM
HUMBLED BY YOUR MAJESTY
COVERED BY YOUR GRACE SO FREE
HERE I AM
KNOWING I’M A SINFUL MAN
COVERED BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB

NOW I’VE FOUND
THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL
IS MINE
SINCE YOU LAID DOWN YOUR LIFE
THE GREATEST SACRIFICE

MAJESTY
MAJESTY
YOUR GRACE HAS FOUND ME JUST AS I AM
EMPTY HANDED BUT ALIVE IN YOUR HANDS

SINGING
MAJESTY
MAJESTY
FOREVER I AM CHANGED BY YOUR LOVE
IN THE PRESENCE OF YOUR MAJESTY
MAJESTY

HERE I AM
HUMBLED BY THE LOVE THAT YOU GIVE
FORGIVEN SO THAT I CAN FORGIVE
HERE I STAND
KNOWING THAT I’M YOUR DESIRE
SANCTIFIED BY GLORY AND FIRE

oh my! this song is so nice:)

2007-04-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

YAY!rachel's a teennnnHAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!:D
argh i caught a stupid cold... and then mid years are on friday-.-
arghh i feel horrible man!*sneeze*
but...
RACHEL'S suprise thingy thing was super fun.. i just realised how slow the senior ctg is .. rachel arrived and then everybody was just staring or something???0.0 and the next minute everybody said suprise!
0.0 the cake was so chocolatey(sp?)
i felt sick when i got home.. the cake looks super messy now lol
good luck to rachel .. to eat finish the cake lol
argh.. for tuition today we had to write a summary-.-
and obviously, me being not that smart, wrote over the word limit-.-
sighs .. but i managed to cut down 10 words to get 150:D
finally i found the file to send to yan-.- it took me 5mins to find the file lol
sigh i gotta go sleep early ..stupid fluXP

2007-04-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

sigh
this friday=MIDYEARS!:(
i am mugging like crazylol
whoots! MIGHTY TO SAVE! but today there was only the guitarist and base guitarist0.0 where's the pianist and drummer
ohwells chapel was good anyways:)
sigh we had nothing for PE today only the pp who never take PFT had to take it
haha today for physics we had to do the test paper for those who havent' done it i did it alrXP
so i went to my friend and started talking about the movie sunshine
WAHAHAHAS she also thot it was scary and then ner and abz were looking so bored in the theatre as they had alr watched it once lolXP
i probably won't be posting for a while cause of midyears so wish me good luck for mids!
:D
CHOCOLATE MUD CAKE!!!!!XD i can't wait for tomorrow:)
weeeeeeeeeeeee
i'll seriously go high and hyper after that man!!
sigh but i gtg do work after that so sad
i am too lazy to post anymore

2007-04-22T02:52:00.000-07:00

PPFFFTTT! i am so pissed..
sigh
thankies angie for listening to my complaints:)
argh yesterday i had a test for chinese tuition and i have a very strong feeling that i would fail it...
really really badly
so yeahh
oh yes
happy birthday rachel!on tuesday that is:)
sigh
today church was fun.. wahahas we had two 'uncles' with us (ian and alex) they ar supposedly sec1s lol
okay .. nvm they are in the army actually lol...

argh i dunno what else to say so i'll post this
WHAT TO SAY LORD IT'S
YOU WHO GIVE ME LIFE AND
I CAN'T EXPLAIN JUST HOW
MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME NOW
THAT YOU HAVE SAVED ME LORD
I GIVE ALL THAT I AM TO YOU
THAT EVERYDAY
I CAN BE A LIGHT THAT SHINES YOUR NAME

EVERYDAY LORD I'LL
LEARN TO STAND UPON YOUR WORD
AND I PRAY THAT I
I MIGHT COME TO KNOW YOU MORE
THAT YOU WOULD GUIDE ME
IN EVERY SINGLE STEP I TAKE YEAH
EVERYDAY I CAN
BE A LIGHT UNTO THE WORLD

EVERY DAY, IT'S
YOU I LIVE FOR
EVERY DAY,
I'LL FOLLOW AFTER YOU
EVERYDAY,
I'LL WALK WITH YOU MY LORD

IT'S YOU I LIVE FOR EVERYDAY
IT'S YOU I LIVE FOR EVERYDAY
IT'S YOU I LIVE FOR EVERYDAY

2007-04-20T04:41:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL!
THIS IS KIMBERLY
REDOING SABINA'S SUPER PLAIN BLOG!
AHAHA.
HOW COOL IS IT NOW? =P
just need to add more stuff and voila, its gonna be cool. (:

but always tag when you are here. :D

i love sabina.
:D
xx

2007-04-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

:D my muscles aren't aching anymore!!!!YAY!ok
PPFFFTTT i so pissed and depressed at the same timeXP
arhhh!!! kim!! when are you coming back from aussie??
it has been a super long time since i have last seen you!!!:(
OMG.. i look SUPER RETARDED in the photo for the prefect election thing man!:(
ppfffttt.. darn! i can't paste the pic-.- *sigh*
AHHH>.<
omg.. i'm wayching this really retarded show. i shall not say the name
wahahahas.. MEL! you're a genius !mmhmm...
lol
darn.. today i only haad a 5min recess i shall not say why..
but i didn't really eat anything and somehow i didn't feel hungry and this is the longest day in the weekO.o
lol
there was once i went to mobil at 9:30 pm and bought COOKIES AND CREAM ICE CREAM with kimtin and ate it up-.- lol ... but the ice cream was nice:D WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS lol.

2007-04-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

hey! gb is over...
me and ruth were high today.... i dunno y:P
yay! today we drank sparkling grape juice!!!!SOFIZZY!XP
BUT it was SO NICE! lol... go try it..
and seriously all the senior ctg members drank directly from the bottleXP
WAHAHAS
anws... so sad.. no more sec4s in geebee anymore:(
PFFTTT-.-my muscles' still aching! ouch.. i still can't laugh, cough or sneeze=.=
how retarded is that !!! 0.0
*sighs*
oh darn.. i have to do work in 10 minutes time:P
i seriously need a cbox .. i am too lazy to fo it cause my internet can't open the site-.-
whut?!
i noe it is www.cbox.ws? i think ... lol
thanks angie:)
anws argh mid years in 2 weeks time bio and phys
ohwells

2007-04-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

heh..ello! pffffffttt.. I JUST HAD PFT! muscles aching.. lol i got 16th lah! my timing was a retarded 15 minutes...anws.. sec2s and 1s were running together..to those people who haven't done PFT yet...GOOD LUCK!wahahahas.. seriously.. break a leg... heh heh.. yeahh ... the five item thingy was horrible ..i wanna do it again man! but oh wells ... probably get a bronze or smthg.. darn! break my recordXPomg.. yeaterday nerine, julienne, abigail, jeremey and i went to watcha movie called SUNSHINE.. when you hear sunshine.. it sounds like a comic or a group of kids running in circles singing sunshine sunshine! but NO.. it was freaky, gory, scary but nice:D ohwells go watch it!XDthen halfway thru the freaky movie i dunno y but i turned to ju and said,' i wished me watched teenage mutant ninga turtles???!!!!!!' 0.0 so retarded of meWAHAHAS sau yee: the video is super funny lar!! LOL WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS ... but i look retarded in there.. lolangie: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! wow...you're 14 .. so old.. lol.. jkjk..heehee